I was praying to Him from my bed, and reading the scriptures that His Holy Spirit inspired. Matthew 10 quotes Yeshua, the savior of this world, instructing me that if I do not love Yahweh more than my parents then I am not worthy of Yahweh. Plus, He said He came to put a man at variance with his daughter. So, I told Yah from my bed that the challenges to me seemed complex and overwhelming. Forgive my parents, honor them, love them, detach from them, accept the variance between us all, and even shake the dust off my feet if they do not receive my peace. All that is so hard when I, on my own, have no idea how to love them. I told all this to the Holy One of Israel, knowing that I am His daughter and that He wants me to confide in Him so He can help me. 

Well, help me He did! I stared for awhile at the sweet bird of freedom on the slate-blue T-shirt that my beautiful sister gave to me. I relaxed, knowing that somehow Yah was working all things for good. Then I read today's devotional, which challenged me to adore and revere and pray for the SPIRIT OF WHOLENESS, and it quoted Psalm 124:7... WE HAVE ESCAPED LIKE A BIRD FROM THE SNARE OF THE FOWLERS; THE SNARE IS BROKEN AND WE HAVE ESCAPED!  The devotional went on to challenge me to imagine Yah's love for those I fear, and to pray: Yahweh, be with us. Be with them. May we all escape hatred's trap. 

Wow, can I tell you how praying that one little prayer opened the way for Yah's Holy Spirit to come work in my heart this morning? I anointed my right toe, right thumb and right ear with Oil of Hyssop and prayed for Him to restore a right spirit in me, and then I anointed my feet with a lovely blend of essential oils from Rocky Mountain Oils called TRANSFORMATION and I repented of expecting anything from my parents and of all the anger built up after each dashed expectation. With total forgiveness and unconditional love I invited Yah's Holy Spirit to transform every physical, mental, emotional and spiritual problem and inappropriate behavior based on my old anger. I chose to accept the chasm between me and my parents. I chose to stand strong with Yahweh as my eagle, supernatural healer, lover, guide, king, master, friend, provider, defender, husband, father and comforter. I chose to feel at peace about asking Yah to defend me in every situation, and to feel confident that I am a worthwhile human being and I deserve to come to my own defense as He guides me in each moment. I chose to honor my parents as Yahweh guides. I chose to love my parents in the ways of kindness and truth. I chose to accept the new program that Yah has worked in my brain and my body, believing that the Oils were anointed to reprogram me at the very DNA level and that His ways would become my ways as I willingly submitted to His transformation in my soul. 

I am forgiven! I am healed! It is done! The transformation is finished, because Yeshua took stripes for me (Isaiah 53:3)! 

I am free to walk forward, to run and not grow weary, to leap on hinds feet, to fly on My Eagle's Wings! Thank You Yahweh! Thank You Yeshua! You have made all this possible by Your death and resurrection! 

I am FREE! 

By the way, for anyone who feels this is all too private and that it shouldn't be shared publicly, I shall quote Yeshua, from Matthew 10:27... WHAT I TELL YOU IN DARKNESS, SPEAK YE IN LIGHT; AND WHAT YE HEAR IN THE EAR, PREACH YE UPON THE HOUSETOPS! 

Yahweh works supernaturally through His son's lovingkindness and judgment, which is found not only in every word on every page of scripture, but in all things... even the gifts of sisters that usually hang in their proper place but since I wore the outfit just yesterday, it just so happened to be hanging directly in line-of-sight this morning, which is the very morning that I was blessed to read Psalm 124:7...